Every Second I Remembered

My results

2012-02-13T04:58:00.000-08:00

I'M PASSED..!

The exam results I wait for sooo long..

Even though FA2 result not as high as I expected,

but I also never thought I will get 58 for my MA2.

The big stone inside my heart are finally put down.

No need waste extra money for re-sit the exam.

Now is the time for me to fight with the other 3 subjects.

I will work hard on it and pass ith with flying colour de.

Add Oil, Chong Ka Ann!!

\(0^◇^0)/

2012-02-11T23:25:00.000-08:00

2012-02-11T10:31:00.000-08:00

此时此刻的我，

除了肩膀，糖果，巧克力，

我什么都不想要。

真希望朋友能在我身旁。。

你知不知道

2012-02-10T23:24:00.000-08:00

笨蛋，你知不知道，我很想你，每天都想，想到發瘋！

笨蛋，你知不知道，我為什麼很少給你打電話，因為我希望鈴聲響的時候看到的是你的號碼！

笨蛋，你知不知道，我每次登FB的時候最希望的是什麼？我希望第一個叫我的人是…你！

笨蛋，你知不知道，當我每次去空間時，多想看到你的留言！

笨蛋，你知不知道，當我在空間裡沒看到你來過的痕跡，我有多失望！

笨蛋，你知不知道，每當我有疑問時，多想听到你親口解釋，而不是你無謂的逃避！

笨蛋，你知不知道，我只管自己喜歡的叫做…笨蛋！

笨蛋，你知不知道，我心情不好時最需要的是你的安慰，哪怕只是一個………

New Furniture

2012-02-09T00:35:00.000-08:00

My uncle bought me this nice book shelves.

Carried this 14kg book shelves all the way home..

Hand almost broke after it.. ><"

But luckily my uncle wait us at bus stop,

so my aunty and I no need carried this thing anymore. :D

We start build it around 11pm eh..

Quite scare will complain by our neighbour.

Luckily we didn't get any complaint by others.

My books finally no need lay on the floor anymore.

They have their own place now..

My room look more clean and tidy compare with before..

Thanks my uncle and aunty for this~ ❤

PS : This big things only cost SGD29 ehh..

So so gin yao cheap~ xD

长大中的我

2012-02-08T00:01:00.000-08:00

八年前的我于现在的我有很大的分别吗？

妈妈，你的女儿长大咯。

不知不觉就已经八年了。

过多一年就是21岁的成年了，

烦恼也会比现在多很多。

想到都头大，真希望时间能够停留在原地。

不想工作，更不想变老。:(

My current heart

2012-02-07T08:47:00.000-08:00

On the way mending..

Get well soon, my heart. =')

PROBLEM

2012-02-06T08:39:00.000-08:00

There's another problem for me and him.

His fans really made me feel soooooooo stress.

I hate fall in love on a guy who having fans.

When together with him, both of you are happy.

But ever realise that there's someone actually sad for it..

I really dont hope anyone will sad cause of us.

My friend ever told me that Love is Selfish.

It's really hard to share your beloved with other.

Since he so obvious chosen me as girlfriend,

it's mean he really do love me.

So why I still need care bout what's other thinking..

Can just let myself to being a selfish girl for this time?

Can I do so..? ψ(╰_╯)

Stay happily with my boy and don't care bout her..

Even though it's tough for me but I will try to do so..

To His Beloved Fans,

Sorry ya, if together with him will make you feel sad.

I just hope you will bless us..

Since it's hard to find someone that you love and love you.

I will try my very best to take care of him,

so you no need worry bout him and find another new lover.

你根本不知道

2012-02-06T00:32:00.000-08:00

你根本不知道我有多么担心；

你根本不知道我的心有多么痛；

你根本不知道每次你没有回我的时候，

我有多么的害怕你是否安全。

我真的很害怕，但却不敢告诉你。

你到底懂不懂我的心情？

没有下次了，知道吗？

从今以后，我们都要少点碰它了，可以吗？

除了彼此都在身边，否则谁都不能碰，可以吗？

可以为了我，答应我这小小的要求吗？

拜托~~~ o(︶︿︶)o 唉

Happy Uncle Day

2012-02-05T00:33:00.000-08:00

It's my beloved uncle wenn birthday today. :D

Happy 21st Birthday ya..

Sorry that I cant celebrate with you this year.

Even present also no time for me to buy,

so only can ask him to buy for me.

Hope you won't mind for it and like the present.

This year no more water bottle for you,

cause i know you wont used it just like the previous one.

But hope the pen i bought this year,

you will use it to do your assignment lo.

Whenever use it also must think of me this aunty wor..

Really feel so grateful to having you as uncle.

All the sad memories between us, just delete it from your file.

Keep all the happy memories between us nicely okay? :P

Anyway, no more arguement between us. I promised..!

HAPPY UNCLE WENN's DAY~~

Sausage

2012-02-02T23:36:00.000-08:00

Unlike other sausages which may be sold uncooked, hot dogs are precooked before packaging. Hot dogs can be eaten without additional cooking, although they are usually warmed before serving. Because an unopened, packaged hot dog can have listeriosis bacteria, it is safer to heat them, especially for pregnant women and those with suppressed immune systems.

An American Institute for Cancer Research report found that consuming one 50-gram serving of processed meat — about one hot dog — every day increases risk of colorectal cancer by 20 percent. The Cancer Project group filed a class-action lawsuit demanding warning labels on packages and at sporting events. Hot dogs are high in fat and salt and have preservatives sodium nitrate and nitrite, believed to cause cancer. According to the AICR, the average risk of colorectal cancer is 5.8 percent, but 7 percent when a hot dog is consumed daily over years.

Hot dogs have relatively low heterocyclic amines (HCA) levels compared to other types of ready-to-eat meat products, because they are manufactured at low temperatures.

I found this from Wikipedia, "Health effects of eating sausage." Seriously, since small, all adults always don't allow their children from eating too much sausage, including my beloved mummy. After studying at Singapore, sausage and egg is the thing I always bought from FairPrice. The reason of it is because they are easy to cook for someone who unable cook well, just like me. Slowly, I think I start addicted on it. One day can at least eat 4sausages in one time. >< Even my brother also get shocked when opened the refrigerator, cause i had bought 4 packs of sausages in one day! XD Going to die of eating sausage. Really hope there are someone able stop me from eating it.. Cause I don't want to become fei po!

对不起

2012-02-01T01:43:00.000-08:00

I'm so sorry.

Just hope you'll be okay soon.

Promise me to be back the one I knew before.

Okay?

I'm really so sorry unto you~ :'(

喜欢他的那个你

2012-01-31T23:07:00.000-08:00

总觉得是我把你弄得那么伤心。

我真的不知道应该怎样面对你。

每次和他在一起，遇见你，我都想套头就走。

我真的很怕面对着你,怕你会讨厌我。

你可以尽你最大的努力把他给忘了吗？

如果你办不到，请你把他从我身边抢走好吗？

放心，我绝对不会怪你，

因为我觉得他和你一起会比较幸福。

再拖下去，只会令我们三个都不好受。

我不想下次回到去，我们见面都要装作亲切。

心里想着什么，我们都应该心里有数吧？

所以请你早日作出抉择。C:

那些年，短头发的我们

2012-01-30T00:42:00.000-08:00

中学时期，我们六个一起拥有短头发。

高中毕业后，各自都在不同地方求学。

头发也渐渐变长的我们。

已经不再是以前的我们了。

但是短头发的那六个女孩依然还在我们心中。

每当想起我们六个做过的傻事，

脸上都会出现那傻傻的笑容~ :)

PS：我依然还是短头发~

开心乐龙龙

2012-01-25T22:45:00.000-08:00

Astro's new chinese new year song~

It's quite easy to sing for this year..

Even got action duh~ :D

And the dragon of this year are so damn CUTE!!

Hope can have one as my toy..

Exciting!

2012-01-17T06:56:00.000-08:00

ARGH!!!!!!

I'm so exciting now ehh~

Going to meet with them after 2days ehh..

Will get many many ang pao from my aunties. :D

It's too bad that I only can back there till 28th Jan.

Just only can stay there for 8days. T__T

But I will do appreciate all the second with them.

:')

想起你们了。

2012-01-15T06:39:00.000-08:00

今天上Facebook时，无意间看到这些图。

当我看到这两件图片时，

真的觉得很可爱叻。:)

考试是互相帮助的Ah Kok。

会提醒我的好恩人的Yan Yan。

骗我零食吃的贪吃鬼，Michelle & Fiona。

总会向我借文具的呆货，Clarence。

上课是一起窃窃私语的Ah Sui。

被老师罚站或骂后，还要继续讲话的Chai Sia。

他们是我跟好姐妹不同班的好朋友，

如果没有他们，也许我的高中生活真的很闷。

现在真的很怀念那时候的生活。 :)

现在看到这个，就令我想起我另一队朋友。

他们是我中学时期的死党。

那个每次使唤我的Soey。

那个提到食物就吃不停的Wendy。

那个去到那里都不知道这是什么地方的Tracy。

那个总在我寂寞时，陪我到处去的Lok Man。

那个总会以为自己很成熟的Min Ket。

那个钱财就像白纸般用的购物狂，Eliza。

真的很高兴能认识他们！

是他们把我的生活搞的那么多姿多彩。

你们结婚时，记得找我当你们的伴娘还是伴郎啊、

知道吗？哈哈哈哈。。xD

Tetris Battle

2012-01-12T06:46:00.000-08:00

I addicted on this game recently.

After school will directly open it and play.

Even self-study also will bring the laptop to school for play.

It's fun when you up two or three rank in one day.

It also will make your day bright when you had broke ur own records.

The bad things is actually you're playing with computer.

So sometimes you might keep losing and down ur rank.

When my rank keep decreasing,

I really feel like wanna find those noobies to play with me.

So that an up back my rank.

But compared with Chung Vui Lam, i just a noob.

Even though I'm a pro for some of my friends.

He really can every day play for 50times.

He's almost 100 level now.. >.<"

I was wondering how come his mind can change that fast.

Really so admire them who with high rank.

倒流

2012-01-12T05:13:00.000-08:00

如果时间可以倒流，

我也许不会那么草率的作出这个决定。

因为它，我们的命运就从此变了。

我懂我自己本身的问题，

我也很了解我的缺点在哪里，

所以就不应该伤害到任何人。

你是个很好的人；我是个很烂的人。

烂到可能连爱情也不想走向我了。

因为对于爱情，我还是幼儿班。

感觉变得就有如天气般，

一下晴天，一下雨天。

偏偏总不能像姐妹们那么长情，

有时真的很羡慕她们，

我也想像她们一样有个很爱很爱的人。

爱到可以为了他牺牲青春。

但是。。我好像找不到那个人。

我为过他流眼泪，但他不是我爱的；

我也为他付出我的所有，但他也不是我爱的。

到底我最想要爱的人，是个怎样的人呢？

我自己也无法给予答案。

做人真烦，学业已够困扰了，

原来爱情更困扰~ \("▔□▔)/

我要嫁的那个人

2012-01-09T08:19:00.001-08:00

我要嫁的那个人。不一定要是高高瘦瘦的。但是一定要干干净净。

我要嫁的那个人不一定要会甜言蜜语。但是一定要有好的脾气。

我要嫁的那个人。不一定要帅气又多金。但是一定要有聪明的头脑和上进心。

我要嫁的那个人。一定会从我们牵手那刻起。对我说宝贝从今天起。我们有福同享有难我当。

我要嫁的那个人。一定要霸道些。他会对我说宝贝我认定你了就赖你了你就是我一个人的我不许别人走近你。

我要嫁的那个人。一定会支持我减肥。却依然带我去超市给我买很多好吃的。然后说宝贝吃吧。不管你多胖我都要你。

我要嫁的那个人。一定会在过马路的时候牵着我的手。对我说宝贝要跟我走。

我要嫁的那个人。一定会明白老婆是用来疼的。而且会吹着快乐的口哨和我一起做家务。

我要嫁的那个人。一定会在我生气的时候耐心的哄着。然后逗我说宝贝你生气的样子好丑。

我要嫁的那个人。一定会在我哭的时候为我擦眼泪。然后告诉我宝贝乖。不哭。有我在呢。

我要嫁的那个人。一定会在我累的时候。伸出手臂。很心疼的说宝贝抱抱

我要嫁的那个人。一定会在睡觉前跟我说宝贝你要早点睡觉。晚安。

我要嫁的那个人。一定会把我带回家。对他妈说。看。这是我给你找的儿媳妇。然后对我说。这是咱妈。

我要嫁的那个人。一定会在某一个阳光明媚的日子。顶着一片湛蓝的天。笑着对我说宝贝我们该有个家了。

Hands Up - 2pm

2012-01-07T23:39:00.001-08:00

Addicted with this song.
Really thanks for Lok Man for introducing to me~
I give ★★★★★ to the song..
Put your hands up~ Put your hands up~
Put put put put, Put your hands~ XD

KL Trip Part 2

2012-01-07T21:30:00.000-08:00

1st of Jan 2012:

Happy New Year. It's a brand new year again~

So I decided to have a new look.

Pei Czee & Kelvin brought me to find barber.

Really so unluckily that two salon also din have open.

Then we decided went to the third salon.

The stupid barber help me cut my hair as short as a boy.

Everyone of my friend saw it also get shocked.

After complaining, is time to brought Soey to KL Sentral.

Really so mm seh dek her to leave apart with me.

Since she had been together with me for a month long.

After it, Lok Man brought me go met up with Ricky them.

We walked around the town and took dinner before home.

I move to another new house for living.

Their house really shocked me badly~ ><||

So we decided to have general cleaning to the house.

The dirty cats' house

2nd of Jan:

Woke by Ah Sui and she even cooked brunch for me.

Feel so sweet that got someone ready breakfast for me.

After having my breakfast, is time continue my cleaning.

The hard part of cleaning their house is their kitchen.

They never wash their dishes for almost one month after eating.

I really speechless when saw their dirty stuff.

While cleaning all the things, Seadog was came home from his honeymoon.

He brought me a present which I mentioned on my previous blog.

He also bought some Vodka and mocktails.

He still showed off to us that he bought cheap things.

Who know he bought it with higher price after we found it at supermarket.

We took our dinner at SSTWO and bought one box of beer.

I also made some pudding to them as desserts.

Games started. We played the game with dice and beer.

Chong Yih Lip is the one who keep drinking.

Really pity him leh la~ xD

After drinking few tins, all of them did many stupid things.

Their action made me keep laughing.

Really feel so happy and warm can live with them.

Really hope not to leave KL and live with them.

I don't care bout being their maid,

cause I know I will get free meal by them~ Hahahaha..

The clean house.

Our slippers.

My last dinner at KL.

Start game le.

All girls drink.

3rd of Jan:
Is time to back Singapore for study lo. :(
After slept for few hours, I woke up and clean up all the things.
Chang who act as my mum keep nag at me go bath.
She scare I will get late to airport.
I'm proud enough cause whole house accompany me to KL Sentral.
We took taxi and followed by LRT.
Before up to bus, we took a group photo.
Time passed so fast, 6days ago I just came here with Soey.
Now I'm going to say goodbye to Kuala Lumpur.
Clarence them didn't back after I up to bus.
They even wait till the bus go then they leave.
Really feel so touched.. :')

Last group photo

Hey all my babes,

Thanks for everything that you had did for me and Soey.

We really appreciate it badly.

I will treat you guys after back to Sandakan de.

Hope there will be one more chance to live under a roof with you

.Love you guys so muchiee~ XOXO

Especially to Sophia, Lok Man, Ah Tshun & Sh Sui. ♥

KL Trip Part 1

2012-01-06T21:12:00.000-08:00

Where should I start to tell you guys bout my KL Trip?
Hrmm. There's a lot of things I wanna share.

Let's start from here bah.

29th of Dec:
We took plane to LCCT and met with Enen and his friend.
Then took bus to KL Sentral and Taxi to Lok Man's house.
The stupid driver don't know where is Prima Setapak,
kept asking me who the one 1st time came KL.
We miss the place and make him force to U-turn.
Gave him scold at us and even charged another RM5.
Now then I realise why my mum dun allow me study at here.
At night time we went dinner with Sophia and her church friend.
Then continue yum cha with Ah Tshun.
How coincidence that Alvin also came for travelling.
We took taxi to back home again.
KL Taxi driver really give me a bad imagine.

30th of Dec:
We went to the nearest shop and met up with Ah Tshun.
Ah Tshun is our tourist guide of the day,
since Lok Man having his exam today. :D
We took bus and monorail for free which spent by Tshun.
The 1st station is Sungai Wang which I only bought 1shirt.
Then follow Lot 10 and then Pavalion.
I bought many things at Pavalion,
cause all the branded clothes are having big sales.
Lok Man, Felix and Weng Keat came join us for dinner.
Before back home, we went to meet up with Yii Ning.
She just live another block with Lok Man.
Really hope that SWAT also can live in the same block.

Me Ah Tshun & Soey

Group photo of the Day

31st of Dec:
The tourist guide of the day is Sophia and Lj.
The 1st sentences that Lj said to me is " You look thin jor ".
Waoo.. He never know how happy am I went heard what he said.
We went to Times Square for lunch.
After recharged ourselves, is time for SHOPPING.
This time I really bought a lot but still lose to Soey.
We took all our things back home and take some break.
And continue out with Ah Sui them for countdown.
We ate steamboat buffet as dinner and met Cath.
It's time for get crazy.
There's many people on the street and start play with the spray.
I'm LUCKY enough cause sprayed by four people in time.
After that, we walked to Ricky's hotel and rest at there.
We took monorail and taxi to back home.
We didn't sleep for that night since Soey going leave.

Before out for countdown

My Babies~

Group photo of the day.

To be Continue...

07.01.2012

2012-01-06T08:22:00.000-08:00

Every time I find you to chat,

you sure will messed it up.

Why need to talk bout those kind of things?

Why must make both of us to end up with argue?

Can't we just treat each other as good as before?

Just like the Uncle and Aunty.

3 more days will be 10th of Jan,

the day we knowing each other.

As you said, everything had changed.

From the day we argued, we already changed.

No more Uncle and Aunty,

cause there's a gap between us.

Both of us never know what we really want.

Beside sorry, there's no more other thing we can talk bout.

Is this the end of us? :(

Our friendship, will it really gone soon?

Bye Bye..

2012-01-05T17:30:00.000-08:00

Someone went to Penang for training jor.

Too bad that i cant meet with him during CNY.

After his training, he will go UMS for study.

I really dun know when can I meet with him again.

Hope he'll be fine at Penang.

Also hope he can find another new one at there.

Just dislike him keep fishing by the fisherwoman.

"Wopss.. Sorry if i said smth wrong.."

Hey man, take care of yourself at there okay?

I know you sure will homesick at there,

just few months only, you will back home someday also.

Be strong okay? Don't simply then get cry.

Now you go there is to serve your beloved God,

so be happy and proud for it. :D

I think not everyone will have the chance to there de.

So, Gambeteh ya~ :)

Don't ever try to forget bout me ya..

If not i bok sei you heh wak~

New Module.

2012-01-05T03:56:00.000-08:00

It's a new module for me after 4 months.

Finishing my Introductory Certificate within 2months.

Then continue my Intermediate Certificate in 2 and half months.

Now is the most important module,

Diploma in Accounting & Business.

There will be three subject for this diploma.

Accountant in Business, Management Accounting,

and the one i loved most, Financial Accounting.

This module take 5months to complete,

this mean I can have my sem-break after 5months.

Besides, after this I need to decide whether I need continue study or not.

Either Foundation Certificate for CAT or ACCA.

If CAT, I need to work as trainee accountant for 12months.

If ACCA, I will need fight with book for 3-4years.

It's really hard for me to decide bout my future.

Quite stress whenever I think for it.

New Year New Hairstyle

2012-01-04T07:56:00.000-08:00

This is my new hairstyle.

My sister said I look like her when we playing webcam.

It really look so short compare with before.

I don't know how am I going to face my friend during CNY.

Really shouldn't go to cut hair on 1st Jan.

Now only can hope my hair to grow more faster,

there only left one more week then will be CNY.

I need a Girl Look, but not a Boy!

I'm going to wash my hair twice a day,

hope it really work for growing my hair. :(

New Clothes

2012-01-03T21:00:00.000-08:00

I'm back~! :D

Will going to update my blog soon bout my KL trip.

At first going to show off all my new stuff.

Don't be so surprise on what i had bought.

It's going to be a brand new year.

Cause Chong Ka Ann going to learn to be a GIRL~

Yeah, i know i'm a girl now but with boy-style mahh..

I bought many girlish clothes which choose by Soey & Eliza.

I'm going to shock my aunty with my clothes.

Oh yeah, bought two new shoes and slippers.

Love the slippers badly cause it's PURPLE~

I also received some Japan's present from my aunty & uncle.

It's a long sleeve shirt, key chain and a pair of Rilakuma's socks.

The another two will give to my two beloved sis.

I also got a Patrick soft toy from my Seadog.

This is the 2nd christmas present which gave by him.

I loveeeeeeee this present so muchiee..

Thanks ya Seadog, you will get yours soon~ :D

Patrick the Starfish

Japanese Stuff

My New High Heels.

My shoe..

All the things i bought from KL.

USS Day

2011-12-28T09:00:00.000-08:00

Universal Studio! Here we come..!

I'm the mother of the day,

cause I'm the one who wake and make breakfast for them.

After arrived to Vivocity, the number of poeple really shocked me.

We took almost one hour to queue for our tickets.

It's really tough for us since the sun is hot enough.

Finally we're in the Universal at 11.30am.

We plan to play all the things we wanna play 1st,

then we keep took picture with those nice view.

We play Enchanted Roller Coaster, follow by 4D movie.

Then we went to queue up again for waiting the game,

we took almost more than one and a half hour to wait for it.

Really admire ourselves cause we willing to wait for it.

Finally our turns and we spent not more than 2minutes for it.

Can i describe it as 台下十年工，台上一分钟?

While we taking our lunch, the sky started raining.

Our schedules spoiled cause of the rain.

So we decided to play "The Remedy of Mummy" first.

It's really fun enough, I recommend it to you guys.

Eliza & Soey keep scold rude words while playing,

they really make me laugh so much~ xD

We went to the Water World and follow by Musical Show.

The performances are really awesome.

No wonder Tony asked us must go for it.

3D Transformer, I only can use one word to describe it.

BEST! BEST! BEST!

I confirm my brother will love it so much~

We went to Sentosa Beach for our dinner.

Eliza went home earlier cause she going to KL next day.

Left Soey and I and we went to the beach.

As usual, it's time for photo section.
Then both of us took bus to home,
We chat a lot inside the bus and never feel tired for it.

❤ 3 in 1 ❤

Love you Mr Lim..

Our Big Love.

My Soey Bii~

Conclusion: The ticket really soooo expensive,

But it's worth since the games inside are really sooooo fun.

I just feel regret that I didn't play the Blue & Red Roller Coaster.

Hope next time will got chance to play it. :D

26 of December 2011

2011-12-27T01:00:00.000-08:00

Got new tick for my to-do-list.. :D

√ For cleaning my house.

√ Buy all the daily uses.

√ Plan what we going to do at KL.

√ Going enjoy till crazy at USS.

It's happy that can see so many ticks in my book.

I think i was too free till get many tick.

I walked for 3 bus station long to buy all my daily uses.

After walk out from the shopping mall,

then realised that I forget to buy hotdog and ginger.

The grocery store near my house didn't open.

So I decided took bus and go to Bukit Batok to buy.

After bought all the stuff and finishing my housework,

the timing was so ngam, cause my door bell rang.

The little girl Eliza was arrived to my house.

We phone to our friend since we are too bored.

We even play Skype with JianLek and JianKai

while Eliza was cooking the rice ball.

She's the chef of today~ :D

I just ate three of it cos going to continue eat after Soey home.

Three favour of Rice Ball

4 of us~ C:

PS : Someone going to scold his brother soon,

cause we disturbing he sleeping that night.

Eliza and I even saw his sleeping look~ :D

Merry Christmas

2011-12-25T15:30:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas Everyone.. :)

Enjoy Christmas well ya~

Hope you guys will get all the present that you hope ya~

Merry Christmas to my beloved dear ahh..

Sorry that cant pass it with you ah.

Do you know how much I hope that I can stay beside you now..

Hope you do enjoy your Christmas at KK ya~

My Ex-Colleagues~

2011-12-25T05:00:00.000-08:00

Today going to be the last day to work at Chamber.

Seriously, working at there really tough for me.

But it's okay when think of my salary. $.$

I knew a lot of new colleague at there.

Nicole Ng, the one who come from Sandakan;

Jimmy, the chef that quite friend with us;

Jenny, the beautiful bartender;

Mei Mei, the young and beautiful China girl;

Joan, the China Mummy;

and Erich, the one who taught me a lot.

Oh ya, beside all of them,

I almost forget bout the one who let me having this job.

Ah Wai, Soey's only brother.. :)

He's a nice guy when he having good mood. =X

It's a nice experience to work at there,

beside learn the right way to being a waitress,

I also knew a lot of customer..

The one who always talk with me;

the one who always come sit on the same place;

the one who always look at me? :P

and the one who always come with a fat woman.. xD

Really enjoy a lot working at there..

5 of us~ :)

My new photo.

Erich & Me.

Jimmy Zai & Me

Joan & Me

My Bii & Me

Bye My Friend..

2011-12-20T16:35:00.000-08:00

From now on, you will disappeared in my life.

You smile, your joke, your look

your bad things, your good things.

I wont affected by you anymore.

You are no more longer in my heart and my brain.

You having your own life and me too. :D

Goodbye, my friend.

PS: Sorry for remove and block you as friend.

I think it's better for me to don't let me think of you,

hope you understand bout it. :)

讨厌你

2011-12-20T02:52:00.000-08:00

恭喜你，又被你耍多一次了。
让我觉得自己又变笨了，
为什么一次又一次的相信你~?
现在不止我一个人被你玩弄感情，
有时真的很难捉摸你到底在想什么。
如果不是Denise找我道歉，
告诉我她还是喜欢你，
还说你在追着她，
我也不会开你的户口来看，
也不知道原来你有那么多个Dears。
我想我应该要好好谢谢她，
不然我大概还再责怪着自己害你伤心。
说真的，我真的很想报复你，
让你尝下被玩，被伤害的感觉。
但是这只会令我罪行加深，
我用行动来告诉你，
没有你，我还是会比你幸福！
让你后悔自己所做过的东西，
总有一天你会得到你应该得的报应的。

只想告诉你

2011-12-14T22:07:00.000-08:00

为什么你就不能体谅我呢？

我知道我时时迟回你信息是我的错，

但我也不想的啊。

男友与你，我只能选择一个。

我只好放弃与你信息来和他联系。

希望你会明白我要的是什么。

昨晚，我真的不是有心不回你，

为什么你就是不能相信我？

非要把我们的关系搞的很僵硬，

你才甘愿呢？:(

我真的觉得很累了，

也许我应该听姐妹的话，

不要再理会你了。

但是我又不是那个忘恩负义的人，

只能等你气消才算吧~

我会等你信息的。

All I Want For Christmas Is You ♥

2011-12-14T21:55:00.000-08:00

★★★★★

I give 5 star to this song.

This song give me Christmas feel ehh~

10more days will be Christmas.

I'm quite looking forward unto it eh.

Since this is the 1st time I pass at Singapore.

Hope I do enjoy it very well la..

Miss my stupid dear so much~ ♥

I'm Sorry.

2011-12-14T03:25:00.000-08:00

If I know all the things will be become like this,

I really won't reply your msg at all before.

I really do understand what your feeling well.

Beside sorry, I really don't know what can I do.

Just hope you can recover by yourself as soon as possible.

I promise you, I will be happy with him de.

I won't let you worry bout me anymore.

Hope after your travel, you able put down me.

Since last year, I able did it unto myself.

I think you also able do it d bah.

After it, we will still as friend as before de, right?

I got confidence unto you..

Jia you~ :D

我的五位重要人士。

2011-12-13T08:51:00.000-08:00

看很多人说过，在每个人生命中，

都会遇到三个重要人。

一个是自己很爱的人；

一个是很爱自己的人；

另一个就是你的丈夫。

在2011年里，我遇到很多不同的男生，

一个我很爱的男生，

一个我不可以爱上的男生，

一个很爱我的男生，

一个曾经把我伤害很深的男生，

最后是一个可以给我幸福的男生。

那个我很爱的人，我被他拒绝了两次，

我并没有为了此事而伤心至哭，

因为我了解他，其实早已知道会被拒绝，

但是心还是很听他亲口说。

他很关心我，比我妈妈还要啰嗦，

迟迟不吃东西，不去冲凉，都会被骂惨，

但这也是我爱上他的原因。

我没有后悔我那么爱他，

也很谢谢他给了我这段回忆。?

另一个是我不可以爱上的人，

一个已有了女友的男生，

我做了人家的第三者，虽然知道不可以，

但还是输给了心中的欲望。

直到姐妹开口，才被逼彻彻底底的放下，

知道自己只是被人当成救生圈，

但还是心甘情愿的被当。

我也没有后悔，但是我会告诉自己，

不会再有机会当狐狸精了。

还有那笨笨的粉丝，唯一被我拒绝的人，

他对我很好，每当我需要人陪伴时，

他终会在我身边给予鼓励与关心，

有他在身边，我一点都不觉得寂寞。

也许是那样，我们当不成情侣，

但是做了彼此的知己，我想说的是，

“有你做我知己，是我的福气！”

至于那个害我成长的前男友，

那个在我会考时，把我给抛弃的男生，

一年过后的今天，他求我和他再回一起，

他说他不会再犯同样的错误，

也说会对我好，但一切都来的太迟了。

如果他在早一年告诉我，

我想我一定会奋不顾身的和他在一起。

没有他，我就不会知道原来这个世界是那么大的。

谢谢你与我分手，谢谢你让我知道什么是心痛。

如果不是他，我就不会遇到现在这个爱我的男生，

一个小过我两年的男生，

一个答应会给我幸福的男生,

在这个世代，年龄应该不再是问题了吧？

只要两个都深爱对方就可以了。

考虑了很长时间的我，决定尝试与他一起，

一起开启我们的新爱情故事。

希望他就是我梦寐以求的那位丈夫吧~

我想这也是他的愿望吧，林先生? <3

I'm in Love again~

2011-12-12T03:34:00.000-08:00

No more single life for me anymore.

Start from today, I'm unavailable~

I'm his girl start from the moment I said yes~

心中的话

2011-12-11T07:33:00.000-08:00

迷迷糊糊的就喜欢上一个人，

这不是喜欢上这个人，

而是喜欢恋爱的感觉。

一个人对自己好一点, 就喜欢上了，

也不是真正的喜欢，

只是喜欢上这份好。

这时，会把开心与否，

全部寄托在恋情上，寄托在心上人身上，

自己的心，是随对方情绪起伏不定，

左右摇摆的，自己毫无办法，

没有主动权，这就是在爱里迷失。

我只希望我对你的爱，

不是因为寂寞而想要和你在一起;

我希望我和你一起是因为我爱你。

当我看到这篇短文时，

我却在犹豫着我对你的感觉，

我很害怕我会伤害到你，

毕竟我好像又把喜欢与爱给搞糊涂了。

我希望你能大大声的告诉我，

你想与我共老，而不是那一两年的感情，

当我们承诺在一起，

不就是希望彼此是彼此的伴侣吗？

所以，请你把我当初那个信心给找出来，

可以吗？可以帮我这个小忙吗？

Part-time Job

2011-12-09T21:56:00.000-08:00

This is the 2nd times for me to being waitress,

Compare with Sandakan, work at Singapore is more stress.

We have to know what's all the customer thinking,

need to watch over the things on the table,

once they finished their food have to help them clean up.

It's tough enough to work at there,

cause you cant sit once you're with uniform.

I'm lucky enough to be a Part-time,

Soey's full time, so she have to stand more than 5 hours.

But after being tough for a month,

she will get her $1000++ salary ehh..

And me, my salary is based on hourly basis,

standard payment will be $6 per hour.

In the end of 2011, I will go KL for trip.

I just feel like earn my own money to go for a trip.

Use my own money to buy present to my family.

I'm happy that there's 2person asked me dun work for it,

cos they dun wan me to be so suffer

since I always reached home at 4am.

But I only can said sorry for them,

cause I have to achieve my aim by my own.

Thanks for care for me, I really do appreciate it~ ♥

2011-12-08T05:44:00.000-08:00

不知道我那刻温柔的心，

是不是已经找到了呢？

如果是的话，请你绑好我的心，

因为我的心不想离开你那温柔的心~

♥

To: Bii Soey

2011-12-06T18:15:00.001-08:00

给我的爱盈的一些话，

美女，生日快乐~

今年你的生日是属于我本人一个的。

其他那两位不要吃错哦~

认识你那么久，

从小学被你讨厌到中学预备班，

你万万都没有想过会变成我的人吧~

所以说命运的事，真的很难预料。

也许你现在最不喜欢的人，

将来会是与你共老的伴侣?

所以最好好好想清楚谁是你现在最讨厌的人。

你啊，总会为了一个不值得的人伤心，

多为自己着想不会要你的命的。

每次看到你那么不开心，我们三个会心痛的。:(

就当为了我们，开开心心的过你的每一天，可以吗？

还有，我为了写这篇“感人”的文章，

放弃了我几分钟的温习时间，

姐妹做到我那样，算不错吧~？

等下那餐，不用我说，也知道该怎么办吧？

最后哦，只想告诉你，

有你在我身边，让我觉得很幸福~ ♥

BUSY~

2011-12-03T18:13:00.000-08:00

Just give me some time to update my blog..

Recently busy to prepare my exam.

Will going end my busy time soon~

That time I will one time update all my things~

Be patient ya~ <3

Traffic Light

2011-11-30T22:53:00.000-08:00

Currently are Yellow Light.

I don't know should I go for it or stop,

I really hope can together with you by not hurting anyone,

especially her. T.T

I really hope to calling you as Dar;

Hope you can give me a warmth hug when I feel cold;

cook for me when I don't know what can I eat;

make me smile when I feel unhappy.

God, please help me and teach me what can I do.

I just don't hope making anyone sad for my decision.

She's the one I care so much;

He's the one I love so much..

Haihh.. Really feel so annoyed when think of it.

New Friend~

2011-11-30T22:18:00.000-08:00

When to be Tourist Guide for 4 days.

Paul brought 3 of his friend back to Sandakan to walk walk,

Paul's mum dont allow him drive,

So he hire me as their driver. :D

Can earn some pocket money finally.

I bring them go Balin, Crocodile Farm, Croxx and etc..

The 1st person i knew is Evelyn~

She's a Sabahan.

She's cute, kind and talkative too..

But hor, that Paul always bully her d ehh,

even like that she also never complain bout it,

can show that how kind are her.. <3

Another is Rachel, she's a Mirian,

the one who very love by Paul~

She's a nice girl too, but got a bit quiet.

The last one is Chung Siew Hui,

She very love to scold Hai Yeh de..

She very cute also de ehh..

Dislike eat whole medicine, must eat with water de..

What weird action she have~

Three of them include Soey is my COUSIN~

Oh yea, we still got a imagination friend,

we call her Sharon~ hahahaxD

The one who so scare by Soey de..

Okay~ that's all bout them,

Let enjoy the picture that we took together la.

Last group photo~ ♥

It's you~ ♥

2011-11-29T22:10:00.000-08:00

Just hope the one who holding my hand are you~

Are you the prince which I dream of?

Are you the one who I hope for since small?

Are you my Mr. Right~?

Will you treat me as good as you can?

Will you still angry on me cause of some small matter?

Will you lend me your shoulder when I sad?

❤

29/11/2011

2011-11-29T21:55:00.000-08:00

Sophia and her mum had came to Singapore to visit us again~

Too bad that the 1st day I cant went out with them.

Cos of my exam, sorry ya Bii..

Then we only can wait till another day to meet.

At first, I went to meet with Soey at Orchard.

Then follow by Eliza and Sophia.

This time not only Sophia, but with my Primary school teacher.

Mdm Yao, it's luckily that teacher still rmb bout me.

She said she love to order me to help her do things,

even though I'm not the monitor of class.

Teacher even said I din change much compare with before. :D

After they shopping at Bugis,

we took bus to Sentosa again~

That's many Disney character to let us to took pic.

4 of us just like those small kids keep chasing them to took picture.

These are the picture that we took le.. :D

These are the picture we took at VivoCity~ <3

My two Crazy Sis

2011-11-27T22:22:00.000-08:00

这次回到家乡，

第一想见的就是我的妹妹。

不知道为什么会是她们，

可能之前因为姐妹们都忙于课业的事，

唯有和她们在一起的时间就多了，

感情也比以前好了很多很多。

至少我们会在睡前，分享秘密，

得空时，会出去喝杯茶，聊聊天。

我还记得，在我载她们上最后一次学校时，

彼此都不敢相望，

下了车，才祝我一路顺风，

她们也许不知道那一刻，

我的眼泪已停不下来了。

真的很开心拥有你们两个做我妹妹。❤

家喜与我~

家宜与我~

张家三千金~

LCCI Airport~

2011-11-26T22:43:00.000-08:00

My 2 weeks back to Sandakan had been ended. :(

It's time back to Singapore to fight with my books.

Really feel like dun wanna leave Sandakan..

I just wanna stay at home,

to be my Dad & Mum big daughter,

to be my two crazy sister's only driver,

to be my Ji Mui's program planner,

to be the only that he hope to meet everyday.

Luckily I'm strong enough that I din cried this time.

Cause I'm going home again at 20th of Jan.

So Sandakan please wait me~!

And you, wait me back and we out again ah~ <3

True Love always WIN!!

2011-11-24T22:59:00.000-08:00

Once I accept you,

We going to face a lot of problem,

such as distance, age, people's opinion.

But I think it's doesn't a big matter for us.

Cause I know you will love me more than I do.

I got confidence that you're a good boyfriend.

So I belief our true love able fight win with those problem.

Do you agree with me, Mr Right? :D

If yes, please show it to me~

Show me that you can do it to me~

So I won't as lack of confidence as now.. :(

爱上了一个真的不能爱上的人

2011-11-23T17:34:00.001-08:00

第一次能够压抑到自己的感觉；

第二次我就真的没办法。

因为我已情不自禁地爱上了他。

明知是不可以爱上，但我却做了。

很讨厌自己为什么会那么快对一个人有感觉~

因为种种原因，我必须要放手。

而是彻彻底底的放手，

因为不舍，所以给自己多3天爱上他的机会。

上飞机的那刻，我必须狠心地把心留在山打根。

傻佬，我爱上你了，但我只能把对你的心留在心底，

不能亲手交给你，不然我们会造成轰动的。

所以请你不要再对我好了，

不然我又会控制不了我自己~

我们就把这两个星期当成一场梦吧,

就当这一切都没有发生过，

也许对我们彼此都好。

或许，她会比我还要适合你~ :(

2011-11-16T08:09:00.000-08:00

做人要记得笑,

不要以为自己是最惨的,

当你很痛苦时看清楚一点,

你会发现很多人也在痛苦当中,

你总可以找到一个比你惨的。

Seadog's Birthday~

2011-11-15T00:00:00.000-08:00

Today is the birthday of my VIP~

This boy is the male of me as i feel so.

I think he know why I will say so d bah.

He's Clarence Ng Ka Juin aka Seadog..

He's one of my male best friend,

Cause he will always be my counselor when i'm not happy.

He will show me his ngong look to get my smile. :)

Wei, Seadog..

18 years old lo, no more underage for you.

Sorry this year unable celebrate with you,

dont too unhappy for it wor..

but I think it actually is okay for you bah?

Since you aldy have on beside you.

Hrmmm.. Just hope she wont bully you lo.

Long time no meet you jor lo..

Make beach o0o seadog so much~ :D

Can't wait December to go live under a roof with you guys.

Help me tell your girl that you're mine for that 3days.

Hope she can approve my small small permission luu..

Hahaha.. Lastly,

Happy Seadog Day Wor.. <3

By, your only Beach..

Exercise~!

2011-11-13T07:22:00.000-08:00

I think I had become fatter again~ :(

I thought I can become thinner at Singapore.

Who know the last few week before back to Sandakan,

become fat jor wa.. Oh My Goshh!!

I just hope wont give my those stupid friend laugh at~ :P

I need to go exercise to keep fit~

I need to change myself to be better.

So that wont look down by people. :D

12 Nov 2011

2011-11-12T07:12:00.000-08:00

Finally I can back to Sandakan.

The last day i standing on it was 4months ago.

And now I back again~ :D

I'm going to enjoy much much at here.

I can meet up with all my friend,

crazy with my two stupid sis

and ate all the delicious food ehh~

Sinagapore's food really cant compare with here,

Sandakan's food always the best one.

So wish I can enjoy my two weeks at Sandakan.

2011-11-06T08:07:00.000-08:00

爱是何物~ ♥ ?

许多人都在寻找真爱，

但总有人随便玩玩，

有人一辈子没有伴.

Countdown!!

2011-11-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

10 more days~

Just give me 10more days!!!

My lonely life will be stop for few days..

I unable wait it to come for me~ :D

31 October 2011

2011-10-31T05:59:00.000-07:00

Singapore crying badly today.

Cry till even my bag also get wet under the umbrella.

But I think it's a good news for me,

cause I going have a nice sleep tonight.

After changed away the wet clothes,

is time to ONLINE~ :D

That's one of my habit at Singapore. *sienz*

While onlin-ing, I think to cook something new today.

It's Porridge, the food to bring warm to us when we feel cold.

Don't know is porridge easy to cook,

or the skill I cooking had improve..?

The porridge seem like quite success wor.

Make me got a bit feel so proud of myself.

I cook the porridge with home-made fishball.

It's the fishball which made by my Mummy~

It was soooooo delicious with soy sauce.. Love it~ <3

2011-10-31T05:43:00.000-07:00

Rainy thoughts sometimes we get them and it rains.

And we seem to get them especially when loved ones walk away on us.

It's amazing how simple rainy days can make me feel and think differently.

That make me feel so comfortable,

So I enjoy under the rain so much.. :)

Gathering Day

2011-10-29T10:02:00.000-07:00

Cause of those moody stuff,

I go date with Eliza them to have a fun Sat.

At first, Phang, Gary & Eliza went to Bukit Batok,

then took bus to my house.

That's the 1st time three of them came to my house.

Before that still got simply clean up my house gohh~ :P

It's time for cook for the materials which i boiught ytd.

I thought Eliza & I will be the one who cook,

who know is the man who cook for us.

We having chicken wings, egg with mushroom

& sweetcorn soup as our delicious lunch.

After clean up all the things, we took bus to West Mall for our Movie.

' You Are The Apple Of My Eye' is a Taiwan's Movie.

I only can said 赞 for this movie~

It's so damn funny and make us think of our secondary life.

Inside the movie having a fat fat guy,

Eliza, Sinn & me, our 1st mind suddenly appear of Lu Jianzi's look. :X

They really got 70% look alike dohh~

After movie time, we went to walk walk inside the shopping mall.

And had Mos Burger as our dinner. :)

We also went to Shop & Save to buy snacks.

Eliza even spent us eat Sushi duh~ ThQ Babe.. <3

Happy moment always pass so fast.

It's time to home and face the wall again.

Luckily having them with me at Singapore,

if not I really don't know how to pass my day our here.

Just hope after the sem-break,

I able know more new friend for the next module bah~

Jiayou, Ka Ann.. C:

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

2011-10-29T09:32:00.000-07:00

故事背景設定於1994年的彰化縣精誠中學，亦是導演兼編劇的九把刀的母校。故事圍繞著主角柯景騰（柯騰）與他的好友：耍帥卻老是情場失意的曹國勝（老曹），停止不了勃起所以叫勃起的許博淳（勃起），想用搞笑致勝卻總是失敗的廖英宏（廖該邊），胖界的奪愛高手謝明和（阿和），他們都擁有共同喜歡的女孩－沈佳宜，沈佳宜則有一個好友－胡家瑋（彎彎）。

柯騰在一日上課時與勃起嬉鬧，結果被老師懲罰更換坐位，坐到了沈佳宜前面。後來英文課時，沈佳宜沒有攜帶課本，柯騰於是將自己的課本偷偷傳給她，並站起來表示自己沒攜帶課本，惹得老師一陣痛罵並體罰。沈佳宜為了感謝柯騰，還特地幫他出了「愛心考卷」，要柯騰好好用功。在過程中，兩人不知不覺的逐漸喜歡上了彼此。

畢業之後，聯考放榜，柯騰考上了國立交通大學，謝明和上國立清華大學經濟系、廖英宏上逢甲大學資訊工程系、曹國勝上國立成功大學，而沈佳宜在聯考時因身體不適而表現失常，只考上了國立台北師範學院（今國立台北教育大學）感到十分難過沮喪。儘管身隔兩地，柯騰每天晚上都會排隊打公共電話，來關心沈佳宜。但個性古怪的柯騰卻突發奇想，舉辦了一場「自由格鬥賽」。賽後，沈佳宜怪柯騰幼稚，不能理解為何柯騰要辦比賽把自己弄傷；而柯騰則認為，沈佳宜不能理解他想在她面前表現出勇敢的一面，兩人因此大吵一架。在大雨中，柯騰痛苦地放棄追求沈佳宜。

大學畢業以後，柯騰考上東海大學研究所，並在過程中開始寫小說。儘管兩人未能成為戀人，不過友情卻進一步昇華，成為永遠的好友。

最後，大家都得到了各自的成長，擁有自己的未來。沒有人哭泣、沒有人懊惱，只有滿心的祝福與胡鬧。

Rank For Movie:★★★★★

如果你不爱我，请别对我那么好...

2011-10-28T21:17:00.000-07:00

如果你不爱我，
请不要常常没事找我聊...
我会以为你喜欢和我聊天...
然后自己不小心就和你聊上瘾了...

如果你不爱我，
请不要时常关心问候我...
我会以为你心里装的是我...
然后自己不小心就把你放进心房里...

如果你不爱我，
请不要突然说你想念我...
我会以为你真的想念我...
然后自己不小心就想念你了...

如果你不爱我，
请不要发甜蜜信息给我...
我会以为你喜欢我...
然后自己不小心就喜欢上你了..
.

如果你不爱我，
请不要时常宠我或哄我...
我会以为你很疼爱我...
然后自己不小心就把心交给你...

如果你不爱我，
请不要为我做太多事情...
我怕我会依赖你...

如果你不爱我，
请不要为我擦干眼泪...
我怕我会习惯有你...

如果你不爱我，
请别对我那么好...
我怕我有一天突然就失去了你...
(┬＿┬)

My ♥ like Sands

2011-10-28T15:50:00.000-07:00

My heart had just broke..

It even broke till become a pile of sand.

Since last night, I finally get to know one fact，

even good person also will did the wrong thing.

From the day I met him,

I thought he is the only good boy I ever see.

He had did something which made me so disappointed.

My mind was totally blank when he told me bout his thing.

I think I really need sometime to calm myself.

Since my heart just was shot by arrows.

I think if pain, just let hurt badly in one time.

I tell the one i love that i actually like him since last time.

He ever told me that don't ever love a guy who hurt me before.

But he never it's too late for told me that,

cause I had already fall in love on him.

After confess to him, i feel quite relief.

But got the bad answer from him.

Wont sad as last time since I already expect what his answer.

We just maintain what we are now.

But I was just thinking what should I do now?

Just continue wait him to turned around?

Or just give up on him?

Even though everything had been settle,

But my heart still will feel as sour as vinegar,

Just like last time. :C

That's a lot of many sad things happen unto me recently.

Just hope I able manage myself before my holiday.

I just don't hope anything to affect my study mood.

To : My Tracy~

2011-10-28T05:07:00.000-07:00

Dear Tracy Tang Yee Wenn..

Happy Kyuhyun's Day ya~

You're getting old and old la.. :P

19 years old lor! Will turn 20 next year.

So sorry for cant celebrate with you this year.

Hope next year will have the chance la. :(

Got what birthday wishes for this years hah?

Having a boyfriend leh~ is it?

I think you are the time to choose back a Boyfriend la..

Don't too picky la you..If not become lou gu po how? :X

But if really no people want you, Me, Chong Ka Ann want you..kay?

We be Lesbian forever la. <3

Lastlyyyyyyyyyyy~

Happy Birthday ya~ My babe!

Xiao Bai & Ka Ann

2011-10-24T01:03:00.000-07:00

The last photo with it~

The 1st time I met with them is 2002.

My daddy's friend gave them to me when they're still puppy.

I still rmb the next day is school holiday.

I woke up early just for playing with them.

I think since that day, they treat me as their master bah..

That's many lovely memory between us.

It will always be with me when I go jogging;

will always beside me when I'm sad.

It just a very important friend to me..

But now it went to meet with DaoDao.

Can't even meet with it for the last time,

I think it will be the my only regret.

I just hope it won't forget bout me only.

I'll always miss you de~ <3

You're the best doggy i ever met..

Rest in Peace, My beloved Xiao Bai :')

2002 - 24 Oct 2011

Chong Xiao Bai~

My life is Very Not Good..

2011-10-21T22:29:00.000-07:00

Last night when out with Eliza.

We went Bugis for shopping again~

Bought a new cloth again.. ^^

Then we having our small steamboat as dinner.

Chat a lot with her during dinner time.

After that, I noticed that the my life of here really not good.

It's enough boring to having life here.

I think the main reason is cause of our school.

Kaplan is not same as other university or college.

It just like a tuition center to let student to study.

A day with learn a chapter with 3hours.

Didn't even have any entertainment program for us.

I had been at here for almost 4months.

I only knew 2 new girl friends.

Don't know when can I will meet with those friendly friend over here.

Just like the life of all my SDK friends..

I really hope to having those funny and enjoyable uni life.

But not the life I having now.

The life of mine now is really BORED enough.. :(

Only Eliza know my feeling of now at all.

Others people won't understand it, i think.

Real Steel.

2011-10-19T05:45:00.000-07:00

Daddy & Son

The Handsome kid

The winner of the Robot~

Today went to Singapore Plaza to watch 'Real Steel'.

A movie which said humans have been replaced by robots in boxing in 2020.

Inside the movie, beside having nice robot.

It also having a Handsome actor ahh~

He's name is Dakota Goyo, who just 12 years old.

Too bad, he really too young for me.. :(

Before watching this nice movie,

I saw the poster I thought it will be a bored movie.

Who know, really cant judge anything with it's cover.

If got chance, go have a look bah..

It's really an AWESOME movie.

I bet you won't regret for it. :)

对不起。

2011-10-17T07:43:00.000-07:00

豆豆，安息吧。

对不起，妈咪赶不及回去看你叻。

在你最痛苦的时候，我尽然不在你身边。

如果今天没有信息问家人你的病情，

也不知道你已离开我们了。

谢谢你一直以来的陪伴，

你带给我们的欢乐，

我永远不会忘记的。

你那傻傻的样子，每次向我撒娇的样子，

我永远会记得的。:']

希望你会在天国过得很好。

记得要做我的守护天使哦~

永远爱你哦~ ♥

好久不见。

2011-10-15T05:54:00.000-07:00

电话好久都没有收到华语的信息了，

对上一次信息你，你都没有回我。

让我觉得你好像把我给忘了，

所以连你生日都不敢祝福你。

我们都很久没有信息了。

以前我们是多么的快乐，

一起喝茶，一起游车河，一起说笑话。

但我知道我们是没有可能的。

到最后，还是以眼泪来收场。

有时真的觉得自己很笨，

明知道是没有结果，

但还是不顾一切的为你牺牲。

从此可知道爱情的力量是多么大，

大到我们会明知故犯。

He and Me

2011-10-14T05:41:00.000-07:00

Today I'm going to write something about a boy and me.

The 1st time i met with him is when he came to study in my school. During recess time, I saw him chat with Joseph, my classmate, his buddy. He's also Tan Weng Keat's ( my ex-idol) best friend. So I got a bit interest on his things and asked Joseph bout it. Oh ya, I remember that the 1st time i saw him with his angry face is when he scolded by Ms Teoh in front of our class. Pity him~ :( I still remember the rude words he scold after out from our class oh~

Okay, no more story time, let's start introduce him to you guys bah. Him, a boy with older than me 1 year 2 days. Both of us are LEO, that's why we actually having the same attitude and also the LOSER of Love matter. =X He having a big size body with white skin and got a bit look like 书呆子 when he with his spec.. He's kind and nice boy. He love to help his friend when they meet problem. That's why he always moody for his friend. Sometimes even me also don't know how to make him happy. He also a small gas and someone who easy get jealous oh~ :D But he's on his way to change it la..

He also is a good boyfriend/husband. He will give everything which he think is the da best to his girl. But dont know why all the girl who he chase will always reject him and i'm one of them. That's why he still single now. And now he chasing a girl which treat him more bad than me. There's no comment I can give unto them. Just can wish him Jiayou~ Hey man, you sure can find someone that more love you than you love her one~ Just patience bahh.. C:

The time we knew each other wasn't as long as my other best friends. But he's the one that I will share all my things with, but normally is bout love things. He will do many stupid things to cheer me up. So when I'm sad, the 1st person I will think of will be him. I'm glad that having him this best buddy as my clown, the one will make me smile when i'm down. Thanks babe~ :')

Oh yeah, this song, Everything which sing by my LeeHom. I actually knew this songs from his phone and ever heard him sang inside Encore. So whenever I listen on this song, he will always appear on my mind.

Can you?

2011-10-13T05:40:00.001-07:00

So you will only know how to say but won't do?

Just afternoon said will going to play Skype with me,

Then turn a round and say want go play computer games,

And it just to relaxing yourself..

Fortunately, I had been hurt by you too much,

So I ain't giving myself too much hope.

Dont know when you will not only know how to say,

But with the action to prove what you had say..?

我们暧昧、我们却不属于对方

2011-10-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，但比恋人远一点。

暧昧是，你会常常在FB等他在线。当他几天没有在线，你就会有些担心。

暧昧是，有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。

暧昧是，明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手。

暧昧是，有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气。

暧昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更关心你和了解你。

暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说：你对我是十分重要的。

暧昧是，你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来，特意提醒你服药，叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通朋友。

暧昧是，每当他提及他的另一半时，你会万箭穿心。

暧昧是，甜津津又同时酸溜溜的。往往从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失。

暧昧是，别人以为你们在搞地下情时，你会沾沾自喜。

暧昧是，别人问你们是否恋爱中，你张口结舌。

暧昧是，常常挣扎表不表白。你怕表白之后，你既得不到一个情人，却又失去了一个知心好友。

暧昧是，见到他，你会心跳。见不到他时，你会挂念他。

暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜想。他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？

暧昧是，每天大家都会互传手机短讯。

暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情。

暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。

暧昧,是一扇门，你可以停留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。

然后你不可以停留在门下面。门--永不是终点站。

我们暧昧，我们却不属于对方。

Japanese Food

2011-10-08T08:18:00.000-07:00

Japanese Food = Nippon ryōri

Having a small box of Japanese cake from my aunty..

Thanks, Aunty Miyoko~

It make me fall in love cake this few days~XD

Sure will become fei po if continue like that..

Oh yeah, beside the box is Japanese wine~

But it's too bad that the wine is without alcohol ehh.. :(

Hope to try what the feeling of get drunk ehh~

I want You in my Life.

2011-10-07T09:03:00.000-07:00

Can i having you now?

Don't just stay on the relation we having now.

But more than that, can?

重要人物

2011-10-07T08:07:00.000-07:00

在你们心里都会有重要的人吧？

在他的心里，我也挺重要的哦。

但是我总是搞不懂，他的重要，

到底是偏亲情比较多还是爱情~？

那个“重要的人”到底意味着什么呢？

从之前我就很想知道他的答案。

每次看韩剧时，我总会想，

我们会不会像电视剧里那样，

到最后喜欢一个新遇到的女生叻~

真的挺害怕面对以后的路程叻。

神啊，可以给点启示我吗？

A Wedding Gift

2011-10-07T07:44:00.000-07:00

My uncle & aunt had married for a week.

Cause of some problem,

The wedding present which given by brother & me have to delay.

Till today then I had completed all the decoration.

Hope it wont be too late giving them now.

Wish you two " white head till old" ya~ <3

05 October 2011

2011-10-05T23:57:00.000-07:00

Today going to be the last day my mum them staying at Sg.

After having my morning class,

I walked to Ngee Ann shopping mall to find them.

They bought a lots stuff over there.

Even a luggage also not enough for them to put the things.

We took our lunch at Subway and take mrt to VivoCity.

The purpose we go there is my uncle wanna go Casino~

I'm underage so I only can wait them at outside.

Sitting at outside alone till I almost fall asleep,

Luckily my 2nd uncle and aunty come rescue me,

if not I think I really will fall asleep on the chair.

We walk to McDonald for Horlick ice-cream.

I's not bad. but i prefer Oreo one.

Grandma, Big Uncle, Mummy~ ♥

Entrance of Sentosa Island

Purple~

Around 8pm, we out from Sentosa and meet with bro & Cheau Yi.

We took mrt to Bugis for our dinner.

We went to a Thai Restaurant to having our dinner.

After it, we direct went to the opposite dessert shop.

Actually it's the main reason we go Bugis.

The Durian's favour dessert~

It's the place where my grandmum have to come when she's at Sg.

Cos she's the Durian Queen.. :)

Durian King & Queen~

Anti-durain group~

Durian lovers group~

After dessert time, my grandmum them went home.

My mum and i went to the Bugis Street for buying smth.

Tonight going to be the last night to out with them.

Don't know when then can out with them again le..

Only hope Air Asia's ticket can be more cheap..

So that I can back to Sdk whenever I want. ⊙︿⊙

我們都傻

2011-10-04T05:00:00.000-07:00

我覺得自己好沒用

常常守不住握在手裡的東西

所以一旦失去了

我也只能認輸只能後悔一點辦法都沒有

計算著為你流下了多少眼淚

就代表又對我的心撒了多少謊

但每次我都選擇選擇相信

相信你是愛我的

倔強的以為我真的能改變妳

看妳裝無辜的眼神我很窒息

難道妳沒有看見看見我對妳的好

還是妳忘了那些數不清的愛情軌跡

你說我傻傻在愛上只懂愛自己的人

我說你傻傻在愛她你的眼睛騙不了人

我們都傻傻在為一段沒有未來的愛情付出

還在期待會有奇蹟出現

你說我傻傻在愛上沒有感情的分身

我說你傻傻在愛她就固執的奮不顧身

我們都傻傻在寧願被犧牲也不願放棄天真

還在期待會有奇蹟出現

03 October 2011

2011-10-03T05:35:00.000-07:00

My mum them had went to Johor for settle some stuff.

So I going to pass the day with myself again.

I thought they going home late。.

Who know they went back home at 7smth.

So at least I can pass sometimes with them.

Oh yeah, my uncle bought some cake for me.

There's many favour of it doh..

But for me more nice is the 烧饼.

So I'm going to have delicious breakfast for tmr~ \(^o^)/

This uncle treat me so good one.

I still rmb last year we went for HK trip.

He bought me a pair of purple shoes.

Thanks & love this funny uncle so muchie.. <3

2011-10-02T00:32:00.000-07:00

你拼命说我想恋爱我想恋爱,

可真正有人对你说我喜欢你时你又犹豫;

你拼命说我忘了他我忘了他,

可一想到起心脏还是停跳一拍.

01 October 2011

2011-10-01T03:55:00.000-07:00

Today is Saturday, a day without class.

We woke up in the morning.

Going to meet with Miyoko Jie's family.

We went to take our brunch at Famous Foodcourt.

After that, we went to walk walk at Chinatown.

We went to have a look of History of Chinatown.

Learn how the way of my grandmum them live last time.

We should feel grateful that we born on 21generation.

Beside that, we also visited the new temple of Chinatown.

Cause of wearing short pants,

I have to wear that long skirt to cover my leg.

If not i couldn't enter the temple.. So mafan one.

But it's worth for it, cause the temple was so beautiful.

It having 5 different floor of it le..

And I think I had met with a Thailand actor eh..

He look so handsomeee ehhh~ :D

Finally we having our group photo le.

We went to aunty's family's hotel to have a look.

Since it's a six star hotel in Singapore.

Stay for one night already cost for 400+ dollar eh. ><"

But i think it's worth enough since is 6stars one.

And the view of the room is enough make you look like (O.O)

Cos it really so beautiful especially night time.

Love Birds

2011-09-30T06:29:00.000-07:00

Congratulations to Mr. & Mrs Siew.

Siew's family have a new family member again la~ =)

Sorry for keep being "light bulb" till the day i graduate ah~

Stay or Leave

2011-09-30T05:53:00.000-07:00

There's a boy inside my heart last time.

He lock himself inside my heart without my permission,

until another boy rescue him out from it.

After few months, he appear and stay inside my heart automatically.

This time I thought he gonna stay inside my heart forever.

The sweet relationship between us end so fast.

The msg I received from him is getting less.

Seriously, I think I no more like him but fall in love unto him.

The feeling I had unto him is strong than before.

I have no idea what can i do now.

Should I continue let him stay inside my heart?

Or just give him a key and let him out of my heart?

Can anyone give so idea to me..?

T.T

Love Present..

2011-09-29T22:14:00.000-07:00

This is a little birthday present from SuiZin and YanYan,

SuiZin pass their gift to my mother,

Please her could also bring gifts to Singapore to me.

Till the day, mother told me that the presents had turn wet.

How worried am I about what's going on to it,

Because this is my friend's little present.

When I open the gift paper,

and i had noticed that the glass had broken.

When I pick up debris a piece,

It just same as the piece of debris of my heart.

This is the gifts that I hope received from my love,

Cause I think this symbolizes to the commitment of lover.

I'm sorry, my beloved friend cause your gift broken into pieces;

Thanks for sending me such a lovely gift too.

Love you guys oh ~ ♥

24 September

2011-09-24T08:41:00.000-07:00

张家恩疯了。

为了一个不懂她心里要的东西而疯了。

医生说只希望会有奇迹出现，

也许明天一觉睡醒后，

不开心的东西都会往脑后抛去，

然后又是新的开始啦。

T.T

Countdown

2011-09-23T05:00:00.001-07:00

I'm so looking forward to the days to come.

is very, very, very look forward.

Staying in Singapore for few months,

There's 90% of the days I'm alone,

Feel like my life only having TV, Laptop and Music as my friend.

I really don't hope that's only study inside my 2011 schedule.

But having fun and fool around with my friend and family.

So what to do..? Have to be patience..

Wait all the days to be arrive,

after that I'm going to be free again~

Yeahhhh... :D

Countdown for the special days:-

Uncle Edwin's Engagement Party = 07 days

My Holiday = 50 days

My 4 Important Exam = 52 days

My 1st Sem Break = 76 days

KL Trip with Soey = Around 90 days

Chinese New Year 2012 = 119 days

灿烂的遗产

2011-09-20T05:46:00.000-07:00

【戲劇簡介】：

《燦爛的遺產》圍繞一筆巨額的遺產展開，講述遭遇了各種突如其來變故的恩星(韓孝珠飾)機緣巧合下成為巨額遺產的繼承人，跟本應是繼承人的鮮宇煥(李勝基飾)由冤家發展為戀人的浪漫愛情故事。恩星是一個單純、樂觀的女孩子，十一歲的時候母親因病去世，之後和父親、弟弟生活在一起。高中的時候父親再婚，恩星從此多了一個妹妹圣美(文彩媛飾)。雖然恩星的父親將聖美當作親生女兒一樣撫養，但聖美卻覺得因為銀星的存在，自己永遠不可能成為父親真正的女兒。聖美全身心地投入到學習中，一直都是家人眼中的模範生，而她其實卻跟母親一樣，希望找到非常有財勢的男人。為了跟宇煥走到一起，聖美大學畢業後以第一名的成績進入宇煥家的真誠食品集團市場部，以朋友兼戀人的關係跟宇煥越走越近。繼母朴勝熙是個城府極深的女人，表面上對恩星姐弟關愛有加，但是背後卻對銀星父親的財產虎視眈眈。銀星父親的公司突然面臨了破產危機，父親意外過世，全部的財產和保險金被繼母奪走，恩星和智力不全的弟弟被趕出家門。雖然遭遇各種變故，但恩星仍然積極樂觀地生活。一個偶然的機會，恩星救了真誠食品集團的張淑子會長，並被張會長指定為而其遺產的繼承人，從此她的人生出現了轉機。真誠食品集團會長的孫子鮮宇煥一直過著衣食無憂、目中無人的皇太子生活，然而奶奶卻突然說要將遺產留給恩星，並要切斷對他所有的經濟支助。為了逆轉這種情況，宇煥不得不跟銀星一起工作，然而他卻在不知不覺中愛上了恩星。讓宇煥感到不安的是銀星的身邊有著帥氣而成熟的俊世(裴秀彬飾)，恩星一番坎坷經歷之後終於成功，並得到了屬於自己的愛情。

PS：这部韩剧不错哦，男主角都很相信女主角；

如果很得空，去PPS看看吧，

保证你也会喜欢这部韩剧。 =)

Study Mood ON

2011-09-19T06:41:00.000-07:00

my Study stuff~

Since 5th of September,

My Intermediate level had been started with two new subjects.

This will be the second level of my Foundation In Accountancy (FIA).

Actually I'm learning the same things for third times in this level. ><"

Just the thing i learn now is more deep than previous..

Just now solving the question of MCQ till I gonna crazy.

My hand-outs notes had borrowed to my friend,

make me cant find out the solution through other question.

Now only can wait till tomorrow to get the solution from others.

This morning, my lecturer who teach us Financial..

She told us that after being an accountant,

actually can consider as a professional job which just like doctor.

Seriously before it, I got ever hesitate on my own decision.

But after the lesson of today,

I will not regretting on my decision from now on.

All my friend in secondary told me that i'm born for money,

Cause I love money so much, even 10cents.. :P

So all of them quite supporting me being an accountant.

Just hope i got the potential to study till ACCA level lu..

Gambateh, Ka Ann~!!

Stomach pain

2011-09-18T00:33:00.000-07:00

Went to toilet for a few times in one day.

Start pain after i woke up, pain till I went to toilet.

Feel much more better after it, thought everything will be fine.

Who know after having my brunch, start pain again~

All the food inside my stomach had been discharge out.

Don't know it's a good news or bad news.

I think it's cause by the dinner or last night.

The chief culprit of it is the Spaghetti that I cook,

It's EXPIRED since 2009.. OMG!

Really admire myself sometimes. (==")

2011-09-17T10:17:00.000-07:00

这是我每天的心情~ ♥

寂寞拜访记

2011-09-16T22:32:00.000-07:00

寂寞先生又来拜访我了。

在fb写的东西，姐妹们都好像只敷衍了事。

感觉上没有像以前那么多话说了。

是不是就像乐民说的，

她们都在忙她们的事情，

而没有时间留言呢？

我很害怕当我回到家乡时，

我会真的变成wendy妈妈口中的另一个我。

那个很闷又不吵的我。

看到他们时，会不会没有话题聊呢？

从小就被老师说我比任何人还要爱说话，

会不会因在新加坡这儿生活那么久，

而且多数时间我都是独自一人，

久而久之，我会不会真的就变成另一个人啊？

好想以前的我，好想我的家人，

好想我的姐妹，我的兄弟们，

我家的小白小黑，我家的那个情绪化的kakak，

不知他们是否与我一样那么的想我？

我更想我妈妈与佣人煮的菜肴，

在这儿，除了青菜就是罐头料理，

好想好想鲜鱼的味道啊。

真希望回家的那一天赶快到来。

因为我已体验“一日不见如隔三秋”的感受；

这儿的一天有如山打根的三天。

I Had a Dream~

2011-09-15T08:46:00.000-07:00

Having a happiness dream last night.

I dream of him once again~

This the second times i dream of him after i realise that I like him.

I dream that we buying our snacks inside a grocery store.

He showing me the things that he like to eat.

Then he showed me the coffee he like to drink.

And I was wondering how come he will drink this kind of coffee.

Cause it doesn't match with his style.

Suddenly he hold on my hand and walk to the front of the mirror.

He asked me " Do this look match? "

I feel so shy and happy inside the dream. <3

My goshh~ Really feel so happy even though it just a dream.

Really hope it will happen in my real life.

Hello, please come and hold my hand quickly~

Words to A Friend

2011-09-14T04:53:00.000-07:00

What's the meaning of LOVE inside boy's mind? Is there any difference compare with girls? Recently, one of my friend feel so sad cos of LOVE. He just keep blaming himself for make the girl he love angry.. I really have to idea why he wanna blame himself. Cause I never think that the problem between them is caused by him. If she really interest on him, she also wont angry and treat him as cool as ice. According to my past experience, If a girl can easily get angry on a boy cause of small matter, I think there's only two reasons: One is the girl need the boy to tease her happy; Another is the girl dislike the boy.

So, my beloved friend, wake upp!! Stop blaming yourself cause of this SMALL GAS girl. As I said, I know what's your feeling. I know it's how hard to put down the one that you love so much. But don't you ever think that

actually it's so embarassing to let them know how weak are u? I done it before, for begging my ex to together back with me. Seriously, I'm so damn regret to do so. Since 13 years old till January of 2011, Now then I realise that we actually can live happily without LOVE, We have friend and family which can make us happy. Maybe.. love is actually need by everyone. Even now I also hope can be with the one I love now. :( For my opinion, if u really feel that she is worth you to do so, Just go ahead, but rmb don't did somethings that will make you regret. I just wanna told you that is, There's many things in this world still wait for you, Don't cause a tree and give up the whole forest hor~ Just hope you will be alright sooon. Smile :)

Smurf Day ~

2011-09-13T04:49:00.000-07:00

Yeah. It's Tuesday again.

Having my stupid supplementary class once again.

But there's some nice programme after it.

I'm going to meet up with ELiza them.

It's been two weeks we didn't meet each others.

Two of us are actually small fans of Glee.

So we decided to watch 3D Glee concert at The Cathay.

Who know there's no such things on that cinema,

so we force to watch another movie.

It's actually a good news for me,

cause we going to watch "The Smurfs" which I hope to watch.

After settle our lunch and the wrong ticket which we bought,

Allen and two of us walked to Sinagpore Plaza to shopping.

Eliza and Allen had bought their Iphone's phone case.

We walked back to cinema and wait for the movie.

We took some picture with Eliza's Ipad before movie.

Ah Sinn was with us too.

What a cute movie, it make me think of the time i watched Rio with Wendy. :(

I missed her a lots.

I learn a lots of Smurf language too~

We walked back to Singapore Plaza for our Smurf dinner.

After it, Allen brought us to Orchard for buying ear rings.

Hrmm, Sinn has his new ear holes and me too.

Oh my SMURF, It's my 4th ear holes..

Hope I wont get scold by my mummy. :P

The price of the ear rings over there is so SMURF expensive,

So, I decided to buy it at Sandakan which only cost me RINGGIT~

Strawberry, Wait me back hor~

Back to the topic, hrmm~

I'm quite happy for the day and i didn't really spent too much money.

Just hope I able buy new ear rings to make my ear look so NICE.

Mooncake Festival

2011-09-12T07:13:00.000-07:00

This is the 1st year I passed my mooncake festival with myself.

As usual, I need to wake up early for study..

Go supermarket for buying my goods and back home by bus..

Even ate biscuits as my lunch and leftover food as dinner.

My uncle and Miyoko Jie will going late home today.

I only can passed the day with seeing the kids below my house,

See the way they play with their lantern and listen on their laughing voice.

How pity am I.. :(

Luckily still got some of my friend accom me with skype and sms..

If not I think i'll cry for my loneliness..

Everythings is different with my previous year..

I rmb my parents will ready a lot of delicious food for celebrating Mooncake Festival.

My daddy's friend will give us many boxes of mooncake..

During night time, I will invite Tracy them to my house..

And my uncle and aunty also will come celebrate with us.

We will test with the different favour of mooncake,

and act as those Judges to giving comment on it;

playing lantern which what kids always do on the day;

looking at the moon and hope will see Chang-Er.

It's 100% different with this year.

I really miss my family badly especially my mum,

the one cook those delicious food for us.

I miss my besties who play lantern with me.

I miss the moon which I see from my house.

"Even though we are far apart with each other, but we are looking on the same moon;

Everything will be more perfect if got you beside me. :) "

我又没有很想你

2011-09-11T02:03:00.000-07:00

我又没有很想你，

我只是在早上醒来的时候，看看手机，有没有你发来的信息，有没有你的未接来电。

我又没有很想你，

我只是在开电脑的时候，第一个跑去你的FB看看，看看你今天有没有更新。

我又没有很想你，

我只是时不时的看看是否自动关机，是否信号良好。

我又没有很想你，

我只是在吃小吃的时候，想如果你能和我一起吃，那该是多幸福的事。

我又没有很想你，

我只是在听歌的时候，偶尔会被某句歌词击中,脑中出现短暂的空白。

我又没有很想你，

我只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音。

我又没有很想你，

我只是在别人无意提起你时，愣在那里，不知道答话。

我又没有很想你，

我只是在睡前紧握着手机，等待着你的情话。

我又没有很想你，

我只是睡不着的时候，想想你，但我不知道，我是因为睡不着而想你，还是因为想你而睡不着。

我又没有很想你，

我只是在每次醒来的时候，第一个想到你……

PS:我又没有很想你只是自己在骗自己

其实我真的没有很想你，只是把你给的信息每天温习！

普通朋友

2011-09-10T02:14:00.000-07:00

我与他 ❤

2011-09-09T04:04:00.000-07:00

今天跟我的主席聊了我的感情生活。

我发现我好像再次喜欢上他了。

那个对我时好时坏的男生。

他是个思索很难捉摸的人。

我认识他不久，我就喜欢上他了，

不管是好或坏的事，我们总会一起分享。

我们曾经因为某些事情而失去联络。

但不久前，我们又联系回了。

但那时心中的他早已换了人。

可每当我不开心时，陪伴着我的依然是他。

直到我到了外地求学时，

我们还是跟之前一样的保持联络。

他还是会因为某些东西而丢下我；

还是会因为我迟回信息而生气我；

还会像个老人家，一直叫我准时吃晚餐。

他就是那样，那样大男人，

而我也会不由自主的听他的话。

直到某天，他把我给惹毛了。

其实他只是两天没和我信息，

但是我却会如此的生气。

我一直搞不懂为什么我会那么在乎。

心里就会有种莫名其妙的感觉。

到了前几个星期，他终于告诉我他的感觉。

我很开心因为我不用再不断的猜测。

除此之外，我发现我已慢慢的喜欢回他了。

每当看见巴士上的小情侣，我多么希望他在我身边，

帮我拿书包，借我他的肩膀休息。

老天啊，我该怎么办好呢？

虽知我们之间的距离是如此的遥远，

也知我们可能不会有好结果，

但还是想大大声的告诉他，

“在远方的你，知道新加坡有个喜欢你的女生吗？”

I Wanna Be ...

2011-09-06T07:29:00.000-07:00

I wanna be a GENEROUS girl;

I can't jealous on another girl cause of him..

I wanna be a OPTIMISM girl;

I will always think that he'll be mine soon..

I wanna have a GOOD memory;

I want to remember all his things..

I wanna be a PATIENCE girl;

I will always wait for his message no matter how late..

I wanna be a OBEDIENT girl;

I will always listen on him cause he's right..

I wanna be HEALTHY girl;

I can stay with him forever..